Reflecting Before Resolving

It's customary to make a New Year resolution, regardless of the fact that most folks give them up before February rolls around. So, while I'm making resolutions in my personal and professional lives, I'm also making resolutions in my photography life. And it starts by reflecting on how I got to this point. So, I'll be running through the major gear acquisitions since 2020, when I rediscovered photography, and my favorite photograph made with each.

Pentax ME

When the COVID lock downs happened in the spring of 2020, I had just finished a master's degree in English and was focusing on work and family more than I ever had before. It meant that for the first time since middle school, I was no longer playing guitar in a band. I needed a new creative outlet, one that could be done by myself as collaborating with other musicians was off limits. This is when I got back into photography.


I found an older gentleman on Craigslist who was selling his Pentax ME and I bought his camera and SMC Pentax 50mm f1.4 lens for a measly $50. I very quickly bought a 28mm f2.8 and 135mm f2.8 to round out my kit and set myself to making photographs with a camera for the first time since college.

Vintage camera lenses and bodies arranged on a wooden table surface.

Most of the photographs I made with this camera were at home and around my neighborhood, due to those lockdowns. I was able to relearn how exposure works and how to compose in pleasing ways. I tried out only one color emulsion and one black and white emulsion and loved both. But I was really feeling black and white in those days.


This was made with Ilford Delta 100 and the SMC Pentax 28mm f2.8 on an overcast spring day. We were walking around one of the many lakes in our neighborhood and I was trying to compose with simple rule of thirds compositions. It led to this high contrast scene that could almost be a silhouette of the landscape. The serenity that was felt everywhere you went in those days, simply due to lack of crowds, was captured here and I loved it.

A silhouetted palm tree stands against a cloudy sky beside a calm lake at dusk.

Leica V-Lux 1

I loved shooting with the Pentax ME and loved even more the final results. But I was finding it overwhelmingly difficult to get film and even more difficult to develop it. So I decided it was time to go digital. I had always wanted a Leica and so I looked for the cheapest one I could fine. It was a toss up between a few different models, all from the mid-2000's, when digicams were first taking off. I ended up choosing the V-Lux 1 because as a bridge camera it allowed me to ability to shoot from 35mm-420mm focal lengths without having to change lenses. To me this seemed like a no brainer. I wasn't worried about the small sensor or the 10 megapixel RAW files. I just wanted a way to keep making photos without thinking about where I'd get my next roll of film or which lens I should use. And in a lot of ways, this camera really helped me learn everything I know about photography today. For that reason it will always hold a very special place in my collection.

Collection of classic cameras and lenses displayed on wooden tabletop.

I made a lot of great photos with this camera. But there was one moment when I realized that I had become a photographer, more than just some dude with a camera.


I was with some students on a study abroad in Costa Rica and had taken this V-Lux with me. I had taken a few photo walks and made a nice landscape up in the mountains, but this moment, when I photographed this howler monkey, this was when I knew I needed to keep shooting.


It is still one of my favorite photographs I've ever made. It is what gave me the confidence to keep shooting with that old and outdated V-Lux for so long. Why get another camera if I was making photos like this with this hunk of ancient hardware? The batteries are so old at this point that they barely hold a charge, but I still pick it up from time to time and photograph birds in my backyard. I think I'll always have this camera for what it did for me.

A howler monkey perches on a tree branch amongst leaves in black and white.

Leica Q

Eventually, the allure of full frame digital sensors got to me. I wanted something wide for street photography and had found that the 35mm widest focal length on the V-Lux's zoom lens to be somewhat restricting for me. I was still not very confident in my skills and abilities, so I wanted auto focus as well. The only camera that fit the bill was the Leica Q. The Q3 was not out yet and the Q2 was unobtainium. So, I went with the original Q. It had more than twice the number of megapixels as my V-Lux 1 and a sensor that made the older camera's seem like a toy.


I got the camera just in time for a family trip to Walt Disney World and found that I was now not just loving the process of making the photos, but loving the photos as well. The odd thing is that as I go back and review my V-Lux 1 photos, I don't know that the Q actually gave me better photos. IQ, sure. That's not arguable. But the photos themselves? I just don't know.

Multiple vintage cameras and lenses lined up on wooden dining table.

I took the Q with me everywhere. And I really fell in love with the 28mm focal length. While I have preferred 50mm these days, even for street photography, I really do enjoy going back to 28mm. So whether it was walking streets of Miami, where I call home, or traveling elsewhere, I felt a level of comfort with the Q that I hadn't felt before.


This photograph was made in the Miami neighborhood of Coconut Grove. I was able to just go out and make street photos at home, which is not something I usually do as time rarely permits it. But on this day, I had time. I took the camera with me and just walked. I was nearing the end of my photo walk when I stopped to compose this window. As I was composing the shot, this young boy, walking a few paces ahead of his family, hopped into frame and peered into the window, spying on the stories happening inside. It was such a perfect moment and it has become one of my favorite street photos.

A small figure stands looking through a cafe window display in black and white.

Leica R4s

I was in love with my Q, but I found that I often wanted a longer focal length to go with the wider 28mm. Of course, I still had my V-Lux 1, but I was no longer satisfied by its image quality. I had the Pentax, but I wanted Leica glass. This led me to the Leica R series. I sold some old comic books and action figures to fund the collection, but ended up with a rather nice kit.


I got myself a Leica R4s, a stripped down and no frills version of the R4, and a rather nice set of lenses. I picked up 28mm f2.8, 35mm f2.8, 50mm f2, 90mm f.28, 135mm f2.8, and 28-70mm f3.5. I had no idea at the time, but this would change my trajectory in photography.


Where the V-Lux 1 and the Q allowed me to relearn photography and improve my skills, the R4s allowed me to improve my judgement and patience.

Row of professional cameras and lenses arranged on rustic wooden surface.

Going back to film allowed me to slow down, stop taking pictures, and start making photographs. It was years after the COVID pandemic and film was not as scarce as it once was. I was able to shoot FujiColor 200 for pretty cheap and discovering Palm Film Lab in Miami allowed me to get my negatives developed and scanned with quick turnaround times and at reasonable prices.


This is the hardest camera from which I chose a favorite as I think I improved my photography most with it. I was much more selective with when to release the shutter and therefore created more keepers than ever before. This one was made with Kodak Pro Image 100 and the Summicron-R 50mm f2 lens while cruising aboard the Virgin Voyages Valiant Lady. The rolls shot on this cruise are what started to move me back to 50mm as my primary focal length.

Passengers relaxing on the deck of a cruise ship with an orange funnel and blue sky overhead.

Leica SL

The SL has so far been the only camera I've ever purchased which was motivated by "work." The camera was acquired for the express purpose of allowing me to shoot professionally. As anyone who has been into photography for any amount of time will tell you, eventually you get asked questions like "Why don't you do this professionally?" These questions made me wonder why I wasn't shooting for others on the side and so I got my SL.


I treat this camera as my work camera. The interesting thing is that I love using it. It is so simplistic in its design, and so perfect a machine for the vintage Leica R lenses, that I view it as the perfect digital camera. So, whenever I have been hired by someone for my photography I use this.

Camera collection displayed in line formation on wooden table with wall art visible.

I have traveled with it and made some amazing photographs, but it was acquired at a time when I was moving back to film. Today, I am exclusively a film shooter unless I have been hired as a photographer, in which case I am expected to deliver digital photos. But every time I take this camera out, I love the experience.


This photo was made in York, England. I had just entered the Shambles neighborhood near York Minster when this dapper looking gentleman popped up in front of me. I believe he saw my camera and decided to become my subject without needing to be asked as he stepped into the light, creating some dramatic contrast of light and shadow on his face, and held this pose until I smiled and doffed my cap.

A busy cobblestone street lined with historic buildings and shops in an old European town.

Leicaflex SL

Ah! My purchase of SL cameras at the worst possible time!


After a summer falling back in love with film, I decided the easiest way to keep shooting film all the time was to get a second R body so that I could share lenses and shoot either different focal lengths or different speed films. It was an idea motivated by the fact that I found myself using my digital cameras only ever at night, once I didn't have enough light for my film.


So, I bought the Leicaflex SL and resigned myself to pushing film in low light situations so that I could go all in on film photography for myself.

Vintage photography equipment lined up on wooden table surface.

This camera is possibly the most over-engineered camera in the history of camera-making, but it sure is a joy to use. Everything from the viewfinder, to the shutter speed dial, to the film advance lever is perfect. And because of how amazing the R lenses are, I love the results I get from this camera.


I have not put many rolls of film through this camera, but each roll has given me at least one keeper. This one, actually, is from the test roll I shot with this camera to ensure there were no light leaks and that the shutter was working appropriately at all speeds. I loaded up some Kodak Tri-X 400 and went out with the Elmarit 35mm f2.8, which has become my favorite lens to shoot this camera with.


This was early in the photo walk, my third exposure. I saw this half frame composition, which I always love, and thought the humor of two people walking in the exact direction that multiple signs indicate to be wrong was too good not to pass up.

A black and white urban street scene showing parked cars and street signs.

Leica M3

This is where my reflection ends. I'm sure there will be other cameras, because there must be, but I at this point I don't feel the need to explore them. And it may seem like an outlier, the sole rangefinder among the SLR and digital mirrorless cameras, but I believe this is why it is the last. I have been moving towards this without knowing it.


As I've reflected on what works for me and what doesn't, in large part thanks to the Inglorious Leica Lovers group, I have realized that the rangefinder experience is exactly what I've needed to help me slow down even more and make photographs with intentionality and care. This is exactly what I've been learning and practicing since I got back into this art back in 2020.

Professional camera gear collection arranged linearly on wooden table.

After a test roll made here in Miami, I immediately took the camera with me to New York City where I put ten rolls of film through it and fell in love. And after the rolls I've shot, I have come to realize that my favorite color film is Kodak Ektachrome. There is something about the color rendering and the lack of grain that makes the final results an absolute joy to view.


This photographs was made on 5th Avenue in Midtown Manhattan. I was noticing that as pedestrians crossed by this on spot where light was being reflected off a window, the shadow created was deep and dark, giving a reflected view of the person if shot low, while including their legs, the chosen mode of conveyance. So, I waited for the right moment and luckily prefocused on the right spot and caught an interesting hand gesture at the same time.

Close-up of pedestrians' feet walking on a city sidewalk in denim and casual shoes.

Resolution after Reflection

I don't know where 2025 will take me. But I know what my resolution is after reflecting on the last few years of photography. My resolution is simple: stop overthinking and just shoot. The less I think about the technical things like focal length and film emulsion, the more I enjoy the process of making photos and the more I enjoy the final photographs. Using the M3 and 50mm lens almost exclusively the last three months has shown me that my joy comes not from having the perfect photograph, but finding the perfect opportunity to make the photograph. Maybe that makes me less a photographer than a documentarian. I'm not sure. But I do know that my resolution is to just shoot. Maybe it'll be with the M3 and a 50mm, maybe it'll be with the Q, maybe it'll be with the Leicaflex SL and a 90mm. My goal is to have a camera with me at all times so that I can I can meet this resolution.

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